Highly Selective Independent

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MARK SLOAN

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What if you're wrong? What if, just this once, life comes down on the

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           she wished she could understand his pain– that she could feel it with him.
           because looking at him now, he didn’t need to say that he’s been hurting,
           she could see it from his eyes. they looked so lost and scared. scared at the
           thought of losing her. that feeling might be one sided but she sympathized
           with him. that’s the reason why she wanted to give him a chance. and it might
           be a little bit because she wanted to know more about this, lexie. she owed it
           to herself to know her life before. if she didn’t like it, she could always leave
           and return to her life. but knowing that she was a doctor and had a man like
           him in her life, how could she not want to go back. 

           she nodded her head, wanting to reach out to him. to touch him in some way
           but she just couldn’t bring herself to do so. instead, she remained in her spot,
           her hand turning the door knob and opening the door for them. 

          “well.. show me who lexie is. maybe it’ll make me remember some things.”
           though she was sure it was unlikely. many doctors have said so.

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            Her words gave him comfort, and confidence that now that she was
            willing to accept the possibility he would in return be able to bring
            back her memories. It seemed cliche, something that Mark would have
            made fun of years ago, but now it was all too real. Even the sound of
            her familiar voice brought a feeling of being punched in the gut. Unable
            to help himself from staring at her with the adoration he had once held
            for her, afraid if he took his eyes away she would be gone or he would
            wake up from a dream.  
You were        Lexie was a resident here, one
            of the brightest— and prettiest if you ask me.” Holding back the small
            musing smirk before moving into the attendee room where their lockers
            were.“When I met her it wasn’t love at first sight, we were friends, and
            then suddenly we weren’t. Suddenly I was falling in love with her, which
            isn’t normal of me. I wasn’t the kind of guy that got the girl, or got the
            suburban house with four kids. But when I met her that all changed, I
            changed for the better. Home became where she was. We both tried to
            move on, at the time she was just s t a r t i n g her career and I was just
            realizing that what I wanted was a family. So we fought the connection
            we had but the more I tried the more I realized I didn’t just want kids, I
            wanted her kids, I wanted a family with her. But she wasn’t ready and I
            loved her too much to push her. But… the moment everything fell into
            place, the moment it seemed like everything was turning around, that we
            were going to work out, the plane crashed and she      ” By the end of
            Mark’s words his voice fell faint with glossy eyes. Hands reaching into
            his locker to pull a few pictures from the side, pictures of not only their
            time t o g e t h e r but her time at Seattle Grace, handing them to her with
           sorrow gaze. 

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