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     Everything was starting to fall into place in her head, and it wasn’t doing a
     damn thing to soothe her stomach.  The desperation to save her marriage.
     Skipping  her  birth  control.   Trying  to  get  pregnant  with  Derek’s  child.
     F a i l i n g .  With  him  gone,  she was waiting for her next  cycle  to  start.
                                                                                                           —-Only it didn’t. 

    “Two….  Two  wee—-Oh,  God.”  The redhead was positively green as she
     tried  to  answer  him.  A  hand clamped down over  her  mouth  and  she
     disappeared  around  the  corner,  falling to  her  knees  to  kiss  porcelain.
     Maybe now her nerves would calm down.

     Her  hands tangled in her long hair,  holding it back from her face as  she
     retched,  feebly  flushing  the contents of the toilet  down  in  hopes  that
     Mark  wouldn’t  see  her  lunch if he chose to come  in.  “I’m  sorry,”  she
     groaned,  wishing she could disappear.  He couldn’t possibly know what
     she was sorry for
,  but it was a lot more than this.  The remnants of tears
     felt cool on her eyelashes as she squeezed her eyes shut again. 

     “What is wrong with me?” she whispered, mostly to herself. 

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❝I thought you were on birth control—❞  

His whole world was flashing through his eyes. Still being the FRAT BOY Mark, now having to face the adult life decisions and consequences. Unsure of what to do in the moment, taking a few deep breathes as the room grew quiet, once Addison had rushed to the bathroom. He couldn’t quiet his thoughts, quick to scurry after her, cringing a little at the obvious morning sickness. Hearing the words made Mark squat down pressing his hand firmly to her shoulder, as the other helped hold her hand back.

                        ❝Don’t say that Addison. Don’t ever say that. ❞

{ Derek’s going to kill me. Before he was going to kill me, but now he’s definitely going to kill me. How could I have fucked up so much.}


     ❝I guess this means I should cancel our
      dinner reservation?❞ He added with a
      quirky expression, trying to lighten
      the mood that filled the room the
      best he could.